Yeah so it is finally afternoon , the morning is over thank god!! I found this really good website just to let everyone know, www.thedailyplate.com, it is really good, check it out, anyways i got to go shopping, that will burn a few calories and keep  my mind and stomach occuipied , take care everyone

Well today has not been too bad of a day, well actually the week has'nt been too bad. I never really lost any weight but i also went on holiday and i never gained any either so that has to be a plus!!! The thing is though it is like everyday my mind is getting more and more consumed with weight and food, that is really bad!! I feel like i want to be alone all the time because it is just easier to deal with food issues when i am alone and not around people who are eating all the time, anyways hope everyone is havin a good day and think thin

Current Mood: content

Food, Food,Food!!! Fat,Fat,Fat!!!!!Diet,Diet,Diet!!! Aghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I'am just so sick of it all, i'am sick of not eating,i'am sick of exercising until i want to throw up, i'am sick of food consuming my every thought.  BUt the thought of eating normal also makes me feel sick!!

Current Mood: aggravated

Well today is a new day!! Its only 10:30 in the morining yet, but i feel strong. I have only had a couple mouthfuls of that yougurt that you can drink so far this morining and i'am feeling really strong! I did'nt sleep last nite at all, i don't know if anyone esle has that problem but i think i'am becoming a chronic insomanic.  Everytime i did fall off to sleep i was woke up with hungar pains, i actually think that is where i got my strength to this morinig knowing that i was strong enough to go all nite, hungry and not eat anything!! Yah!!

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Timberland

Yeah well i've been doing wonderful all week! But,( there is always a but), i just gave in and ate a Mars bar like an animal, i'am so hungry!!!!! Plus i'am so worried about this week, i'am going to a water resort for a nite, and my goal was to look really thin, i've lost a few pounds ,i'am now 113 so i'am hoping that i will look okay in a bathing suit.  No matter if i loss weight or not i always feel like a blob when i look in the mirror, somtimes i think that i'am seeing fat that isn't even there , does anyone else feel that way? So what do you guys all eat when you are hungary and can't resist food anymore, i'd like to have some ideas of something to eat that willnot be too damageing to my wieight

Current Mood: energetic

Well, well, well, what a day it has been.  I got up early hoping that it would help me sleep tonight, anyways i went to the beach with my son, and i totally caved. I had Macdonalds and I had ice cream, god how disappointing, and i was down 5 pounds! I guess i will need to get on the treadmill for about 2 hours later to try and work that off.  I suppose if i do lots of exercise later, it should'nt effect me too bad right????

Current Mood: anxious